In truth, she didn’t want to be involved with him. She just missed him.
“Uh-oh,” Victoria said as she put her hands on her hips. “What aren’t you telling me? There’s a guy, isn’t there? I can tell just by looking at you.”
“There’s no guy,” Maggie told her.
Victoria kept staring.
“Okay, maybe there’s half a guy.”
“Interesting. Which half?”
That made Maggie laugh. “I mean I’m only half involved. Or less, even. I keep telling myself Jon is just a habit.”
“A bad one, I’m guessing.”
“We grew up next door to each other, so I’ve known him all my life. In high school, we started dating. Everyone assumed we would always be together.”
“Including you,” Victoria said.
Maggie nodded. “Then we started drifting apart. I think we both sensed the change, but neither of us wanted to be the first one to say anything. Then my dad got sick. By then we knew it was over, but Jon didn’t want to break up while I was dealing with my dad’s death, so the relationship went on longer than it should have.”
She drew in a breath. “The thing is, we’ve been best friends forever. That’s the part that’s hard to give up. I miss talking to him. But he’s with someone else and the truth is, we’re not best friends anymore.”
Victoria gave her a hug. “I’m sorry. That has to be hard. You lost your guy and your dad so close together. It’s okay to take the time to deal with that.”
“I know. I’m just ready to be over him.”
“Love sucks the big one,” Victoria said firmly. “It’s why I’m never giving away my heart. I want a sensible arrangement with a man who is all about security and convention.”
Maggie was surprised. Victoria seemed spontaneous and fun loving. “Won’t that be boring for you?”
“Nope. I want safe and practical. Did you know it’s a really big deal for a prince to divorce? So they never do. I like that in a man.”
“Part of Nadim’s charm?” Maggie asked.
Her friend nodded. “A lot of it. Plus, my dad can be … difficult.” Victoria shrugged. “Having a prince on my side would really help.”
Maggie sensed there were a lot of secrets in Victoria’s past, but she didn’t want to pry. The other woman would tell her when she was ready.
“I’m going to think about not making a fool of myself,” Maggie muttered. “Is there a book or brochure telling us how we’re supposed to act and stuff, because I could use some pointers.”
Victoria grinned. “I’ll see what I can find. It will be practice for when we attend the wedding.”
A royal wedding? “I don’t think I’ll still be here,” Maggie told her. “I should have the car done in less than two months.”
“The wedding is in six weeks. Apparently As’ad is very anxious to claim his bride. So you’ll get to be there. If nothing else, you can fly back to dance at mine.”
Standing in the dressing area of her suite, Maggie stared at the peach dress practically floating on the hanger. Victoria had been right. It was the perfect choice.
On the floor by the fluffy hem was a shopping bag containing a pair of high-heeled sandals and an evening bag, also purchased from the consignment room at the boutique.
“I’m really going to a royal ball,” Maggie murmured to herself, unable to believe it was happening. She was just some mechanic from Colorado. Stuff like that didn’t happen to her.
She tucked her hands into her pockets to keep herself from reaching for the phone. The need to call Jon was powerful and she wanted to resist. While they had both claimed they would always be friends, the truth was, they weren’t. Not the way they had been.
Everything was different and there was no going back. Everything was—
The phone rang. Maggie jumped, then walked into the living room and picked up the receiver.
“Hello?”
“You’re hard to track down.”
The familiar voice stole the strength from her legs. She sank onto the sofa and tried to remember to breathe.
“Jon. Is everything okay?”
“Sure. I’m calling to check on you. I haven’t heard from you and wanted to make sure everything was all right.”
“I’m fine,” she told him. “Everything is fine.”
Which it was—so why was she suddenly fighting tears?
Probably the loneliness, she told herself. She missed her dad and she missed Jon.
“You sure?” he asked.
“Of course. Work on the car is going really well and you’ll never guess. There’s going to be a royal ball here, and I’ve been invited.”
“Good for you.”
“It’s kind of a strange thing, but I think it will be fun. And I’ve made a few friends. There’s a great secretary here who is also American. We’ve been hanging out together.” Maggie talked a little more about her life then said, “How are things there?”
“Busy. It’s quarterly season and you know what that means.”
She did. Jon was a corporate accountant. While she couldn’t relate to his world of numbers and reports, she knew he liked it.
“How’s Elaine?” she asked, because the alternative was to say that she missed him and she refused to go there.
He hesitated. “Maggie, I …”
“I’m allowed to ask and you’re supposed to answer,” she told him. “Don’t we at least have that much left?”
“It’s not that. I hate how things ended between us. I want it to be better and I’m not sure talking about Elaine is the best way for that to happen.”
Heat burned on her cheeks. She knew he was thinking about the last night they’d been together. When she’d called him sobbing about her father and he’d come over, because that’s the kind of man he was. Then she’d kissed him and …
She pushed the memory away. In theory, they were equally at fault. It wasn’t as if Jon had said no. But somehow she always felt that she was the one to blame.