Then I wish that I was dead.
Just so I could stop this thoughts
From going through my head.
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I close my eyes.
I close my eyes.
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I close my eyes again and wish
That everything was fine.
Even though I know that
I'm just waisting precious time.
I'm losing my direction,
Life is driving me insane.
The more things keep on changing
The more they stay the same.
So please somebody catch me
Before I hit the ground.
I just can't understand what makes
This crazy world go round.
The more I look around me
The less I seem to know.
If this is all there is
Then I don't know where I can go.
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I close my eyes.
I close my eyes.
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I close my eyes and wish
That I could turn back time.
I close my eyes and wish
That I could press rewind.
I close my eyes and wish
That I could change my mind.
I close my eyes and wish
That everything was fine.
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I close my eyes one final time
To make my vision clear.
The more I try
The more my vision seems to disappear.
The world keeps turning round
As I turn my inside out.
I'm doing all I can
To understand what life's about.
But everywhere I seem to look
The answer isn't there.
Nobody's asking questions,
Cos nobody seems to care.
There has to be some sort of meaning
And a reason to exist.