The Cigarette Girl

The Cigarette Girl
Caroline Woods

BERLIN, 1931: Sisters raised in a Catholic orphanage, Berni and Grete Metzger are each other’s whole world. That is, until life propels them to opposite sides of seedy, splendid, and violent Weimar Berlin.Berni becomes a cigarette girl, a denizen of the cabaret scene alongside her transgender best friend Anita, who is considering a risky gender reassignment surgery. Meanwhile Grete is hired as a maid to a Nazi family, and begins to form a complicated bond with their son whilst training as a nurse.As Germany barrels toward the Third Reich and ruin, both sisters eventually come to the same conclusion: they have to leave the country. And they will leave together. But nothing goes as planned as the sisters each make decisions that will change their lives, and their relationship, forever.SOUTH CAROLINA, 1970: With the recent death of her father, Janeen Moore yearns to know more about her family history, especially the closely guarded story of her mother’s youth in Germany. One day she intercepts a letter intended for her mother: a confession written by a German woman, a plea for forgiveness. What role does Janeen’s mother play in this story, and why does she seem so distressed by recent news that a former SS officer has resurfaced in America?

BERLIN, 1931: Sisters raised in a Catholic orphanage, Berni and Grete Metzger are each other’s whole world. That is, until life propels them to opposite sides of seedy, splendid, and violent Weimar Berlin.

Berni becomes a cigarette girl, a denizen of the cabaret scene alongside her transgender best friend Anita, who is considering a risky gender reassignment surgery. Meanwhile Grete is hired as a maid to a Nazi family, and begins to form a complicated bond with their son whilst training as a nurse.

As Germany barrels toward the Third Reich and ruin, both sisters eventually come to the same conclusion: they have to leave the country. And they will leave together. But nothing goes as planned as the sisters each make decisions that will change their lives, and their relationship, forever.

SOUTH CAROLINA, 1970: With the recent death of her father, Janeen Moore yearns to know more about her family history, especially the closely guarded story of her mother’s youth in Germany. One day she intercepts a letter intended for her mother: a confession written by a German woman, a plea for forgiveness. What role does Janeen’s mother play in this story, and why does she seem so distressed by recent news that a former SS officer has resurfaced in America?

The Cigarette Girl

Caroline Woods

Contents

Cover (#u18e6746c-8ed3-5252-a8c4-bcfd24a532b3)

Blurb (#u43c51c52-da55-5191-ab39-c8bc616c76ab)

Title Page (#u33c99a1c-62f8-519f-9ef0-1ea9d1e05d2b)

Author Bio (#ucd193caa-3283-554d-b217-ce6acadb2265)

Dedication (#u42ba96ef-25a3-5e28-8c07-dd584746313d)

Part I: Berlin, 1923 – 1931 (#ulink_c4d99760-2ecc-5ead-a3c1-e270943a63ef)

Berni, 1923 (#ulink_661bf716-1486-5d41-9648-bcd62aba3e94)

Grete, 1931 (#ulink_2af9525b-501c-5fcd-b261-5a2cd74ce59e)

Berni, 1931 (#ulink_f3af8df9-c918-5912-a94d-be8d337e7ca5)

Berni, 1931 (#ulink_93550cb1-4459-5207-84c7-db65712404f5)

South Carolina, 1970 (#ulink_b98f028d-ef5c-505d-be37-9c52af4432fe)

Part II: Berlin 1932 – 1933 (#ulink_e5c891b7-a4ba-5c5c-a1e0-0b9d637edba0)

Grete, 1932 (#ulink_865e0fbb-6baa-5629-ab57-7351bbfcb126)

Berni, 1932 (#litres_trial_promo)

Grete, 1932 (#litres_trial_promo)

Grete, 1932 (#litres_trial_promo)

Berni, 1932 – 1933 (#litres_trial_promo)

South Carolina, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Part III: Berlin, 1935 (#litres_trial_promo)

Berni, 1935 (#litres_trial_promo)

Berni, 1935 (#litres_trial_promo)

Berni, 1935 (#litres_trial_promo)

Berni, 1935 (#litres_trial_promo)

Part VI: New York, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Anita, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Janeen, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Anita, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Grete, 1939 (#litres_trial_promo)

Anita, 1970 (#litres_trial_promo)

Acknowledgements (#litres_trial_promo)

Copyright (#litres_trial_promo)

CAROLINE WOODS

teaches fiction writing and composition at Boston University and the Boston Conservatory, and has an MFA in Creative Writing from BU. Her fiction has been published in Slice Magazine (which nominated her for a Pushcart Prize), LEMON, and 236, BU Creative Writing’s Literary Journal.

For Colin and Camille.

Part I (#ulink_2c4c18d1-0c62-526a-a3bf-2b52d0b789c0)

Berlin, 1923–1931

The world may very likely not always think of them as they think of themselves, but what care they for the world?

Grimm’s Fairy Tales

Berni, 1923 (#ulink_b00e1ab7-0f34-5513-b300-009f0d08844b)

At St. Luisa’s Home for Girls in western Berlin, birthdays were observed, not celebrated. Berni’s eighth, which fell in the winter of 1923, came and went with neither singing nor candles on a wooden Geburtstagskranz.Instead, the nuns burned money.

“They treat us like livestock,” Berni hissed into her little sister’s good ear that morning at breakfast. They were eating dry slices of Vollkornbrot with nothing to improve its taste: no meat, no butter, no jam. “Kannst du mich hören?” This was Grete’s least favorite question, but Berni could never help asking.